KARTH7K'S :)

2011-02-24T02:53:00.003+08:00

I REALLY WANT YOU! LIKE NOW!

HEART VACANCY!

2011-02-24T02:38:00.002+08:00

Whhooooooooo

I feel your heart cry for love,

But you won't let me make it right.

You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.

Every night, you lock up,

You won't let me come inside.

But the look in your eyes,

As I can turn the tide.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,

I can tell you can fit one more.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,

I don't care who was there before.

I feel your heart cry for love,

Then you act like there's no room.

Room for me, or anyone,

"Don't disturb" is all I see.

Close the door, turn the key,

On everything that we could be.

If loneliness would move out,

I'd fill the vacancy.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,

whhoooooooo

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

whhoooooooo

This ain't the Heartbreak Hotel,

Even though I know it well.

Those no shows, they sure tell,

In the way you hold yourself.

Don't you fret, should you get,

Another cancellation.

Give me a chance I'd make a,

Permanent reservation.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,

I can tell you can fit one more.
Open up make a brand new start,

I don't care who's stayed before.

I feel your heart cry for love,

Then you act like there's no room.

Room for me, or anyone,

"Don't disturb" is all I see.

Close the door, turn the key,

On everything that we could be.

If loneliness would move out,

I'd fill the vacancy.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart

whoooooooooooo,

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

whoooooooooooo

When I, talk to you, on the phone,

Listen close.

I feel your heart cry for love,

Then you act like there's no room.

Room for me, or anyone,

"Don't disturb" is all I see.

Close the door, turn the key,

On everything that we could be.

If loneliness would move out,

I'd fill the vacancy.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,

whhoooooooooooo

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

whhooooooooooooo

2011-02-23T01:46:00.002+08:00

Can't wait! the urge kills me man!

I LOVES!

2011-02-23T01:28:00.004+08:00

I love you for the way you make me feel when I am with you

I love your smile

I love your eyes

I love how I feels next to you

I love the way you look at me

I love that you respect me

I love your touch

I love how You tell me what and how you feel

I love the part where you complete me

I love your outgoing personality

I love your warmth and kindness

I love spending time with you

I love the fact that when I'm with you I feel different

I love the fact that I never give up on you

I love the way your voice sounds over the phone

I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life

I love you just the way you are

I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough

I love you for you

I love your willingness to share everything and anything

I love the fact that you are always there for me

and.....

I LOVE YOU:)

2011-02-16T17:02:00.000+08:00

WE WERE BOTH DOING FINE TILL YOU CAME!

2011-02-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

HATE TO ADMIT, BUT YES! HOW TRUE!

FUCKING PERFECT!

2011-02-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

MUST WATCH!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocDlOD1Hw9k

FUCKING PERFECT!

2011-02-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

Made a wrong turn, once or twice

Dug my way out, blood and fire

Bad decisions, that's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood

Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated

Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong

Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead

So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!

Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game

It's enough! I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer

So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere

They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time

Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel

Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect!

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less thank f*kin' perfect,

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're perfect to me...

truth's out dude!

2011-01-17T19:48:00.007+08:00

Today

i thought your phone was spoilt since ytd, then how could you text vondra 'i dream of you' at 12.15?

just think about it. who were the ones who started this whole thing?

i can text, i cant call. yeah i know, he started, but you should just forget it. what i was trying to say, was just dont reply him. 

dont reply him, he'll stop

he's like that.

you think i so bored to argue meh?

it's just stuffs like these on my wall.

ain't cool man.

yeah you know then you should have told him to stop what? its aint fair to me either. 

i know

but he wont listen to me

i was just minding my own business

then do smth about it la.

i know you will, cause you can think properly -__-

if you can help him delete the post why not delete that comment he made?

then?

i cant, he wont listen to me, he asked me to delete, i dont mind deleting the post, just believe me, he wont do anything.

can i delete the post?

then everything will just stop

it's really damn dumb to argue like that.

reallyyyyy.

if you were to read the whole conversation you will realise that i only insult you people after all you have said about me. not as if i started this whole thing right.

i know, but dick's like that, he won't stop.

you should know what

you know right. then why do you have to listen to him when he doesnt listen to you. you re putting yourself down only

after knowing that you guys delete you can still post such comments about me?

he keeps asking me to, dude, i did say no. but he kept pestering me.

i was just super frustrated.

thats sad and disappointing. cos if you really want her back you wont do such a thing to her good friend

she told me to forget about her!

you think i dont want her back?

seriously?

of course i do!

if you wanted you would not have allowed this to happen

not that im putting you down or what!

stuffs like these always happen yknow?

somehow it'll end up on me

nvm, i cant do anything. it already happened.

i'll just delete the post then.

whatever la.

you know for yourself what happen and you know who was at fault la

i just hope you know what to do.

apologise only if you mean it. otherwise dont. 

im not saying you need to.

7:49pm

and if he asked you to delete it, fine. but did he ask you to say those mean things about me too?

uh no, i deleted it myself.

wait

you mean the post?

or his comment?

the comment

he asked me to.

then what abt the comments you made?

i typed that myself.

then?

and anw, just FYI, think you really should give up on vondra. she wont like you, ever.

and you're lucky she didnt read this/the previous post.

oh well. kk, i dont bother already. it's alright, i know it's my fault. 

screw it luh dude.

i dont have to be lucky. i dont care if she sees it either.

really.

why?

i already know that we couldnt be friends already what.

i dont even talk to her anymore.

lol.

i only talk to shannan and ck

i know it's a lost cause for me.

so i may as well just forget it.

haha.

no point bringing up the past huh.

7:55pm

hmmmm. okay.

7:55pm

eh dude, where are you gonna go now?

want to go to ngee ann poly

ohh, i got a place in shatec. 

seriously?

yeap. haha, it's quite cool there.

what course? 

damn expensive uh. cullinary

ohhh, same as sidney!

if im not wrong, jia jia's studying there too.

carissa's going bakery.

yeap, same as sid.

good for you

then

yeah. 

hope you excel there.

gtg now!

thanks, you too man, alright, im heading off already!

see you!

INSIDE YOUR HEAVEN!

2011-01-08T22:59:00.001+08:00

I've been down

Now I'm blessed

I felt a revelation coming around

I guess its right, it's so amazing

Every time I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got

You lift me up

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love

The stars light up

The wrong becomes undone

Naturally, my soul surrenders

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

And I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathing in

A soothing wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years

If mountains fall, I'll still be here

Holdin' you until the day I die

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

Oh yes I do

I wanna be inside your heaven

FROM JIAN WEI

2011-01-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

10 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND MANY MORE TO COME

'Hi Hi, thought I drop you a message to say Happy birthday! 18 is the age for more nonsense to come! As much as i would like to fool around I make this as serious as possible. I know you way back in time. It's NPCC that brought us close. Through it we went beyond mere friends. So this birthday I wish the best for you in whatever you do but most importantly you must know that i always have you back!!! keep the faith.'

FROM MY BELOVED WIFE:)

2011-01-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

hello husband! ive been seeing so little of you lately, running around saving the world again? I guess so. There probably wouldnt be another time where we'd be sitting tgt in class, you being lame, having inside jokes, and just making me laugh with your oh so lame jokes. I'm gonna miss all that. Every single thing. One of the best things of coming to new town was meeting you, you were different, and till now i still have no idea how we could become this close.

However our relationship is truely platonic, and for that, im glad. You always have the best advice, what to do, what not to do,"this isnt right", "omg, do that", "yes yes, sure, this is fine", "no, vondra... youre wrong", and lastly, your favourite phrase, "VONDRA, SHUT UP OKAY BITCH, LET ME TALK, NOW IM TALKING, YOU LISTEN!!" which would make me go all *rolls eyes* HAHA.

one thing that im so grateful for, is that you're always honest. No matter what, if im right, you'll say i am. when im wrong, you'll say im wrong. you never fail to stand up for what you believe in, and you're always there for me - through rain or shine. Whatever thats bothering you - you'll say it - right there and then - which is not something everyone can do. You, as a best friend, a husband, never ever puts me down, no matter what. you're always there for me when no one is. If there's a "FRIEND WHO'LL ALWAYS BE BEHIND YOU WHEN YOU TURN AROUND" award, it'll definitely be you. i am serious.

you are some one so significant to me, i cant lose you, not even after secondary sch~ you hear me?! OR ELSE. you are like a brother to me, the older brother i never had, the best friend, the teacher, the counselor, the one who reasons with me, tells me right from wrong, stands up for me, a listener, and some one to guide me through everything, anytime, anywhere. GAHHHH enough of all this.

I just want to wish you A VERY VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHAY!!!

you mean the world to me. nono, you mean the whole universe to me!

I'll always rmb this conversation we had.

Karthik: TSK. YOUR VOICE JUST ANNOYS ME. SERIOUSLY.

me: really? one day when i die, you wont get to hear it anymore..

karthik: ..... CHOI! DONT ANYHOW SAY LA!!

see, i know he actually loves me DEEP DEEP (:

hehehe, i love you too la k? :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥

love, your one and only WIFE! :D

MY BIRTHDAY:)

2011-01-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

HAHA! IT'S JUST VERY OVERWHELMING. HONESTLY I DID'T EXPECT

SO MANY WISHES ON FACEBOOK. 300+ THAT'S CRAZY. ANW, I WOULD REALLY WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR WELL WISHES. SINCERELY APPRECIATE IT. NOT FORGETTING THOSE WHO WISHED ME THROUGH SMS AND IN PERSON AS WELL. AND THOSE WHO BOUGHT ME THE CAKE LAST NIGHT, JACKSON AND THE SEC 4 CLs WHO BOUGHT ME BROWNIES!!! AND THE LONG POST FROM MY WIFE AND AWESOME SMS FROM JIAN WEI:) I LIKED AND THANKED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUR POST:)

IT IS OUR PARADE:) CIBTC D'10 POP:)

2010-12-25T22:26:00.003+08:00

COMMANDER AND FI:)

THE COMMANDERS:)

BUNK 31:) AWESOME PEEPS:)

MY BUNKMATE AND ATC MATE:) BRYAN:)

WEI LING AND ME:)

SYARIFF:) MY SQUAD/BUNK AND ATC MATE:) COOL DUDE:)

YI LIN:) WHO NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH:)

MY FIRST INSPIRATION TO DO BETTER:) JIAMIN MA'AM. ONE WHO IS MOTIVATIONAL AND WHO DOESN'T STOP BELIEVING IN YOU:)

MY SECOND INSPIRATION. LI LING MA'AM. ONE WITH GREAT PERSONALITY AND STYLE:) MY SOURCE OF INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION DURING TOUGH TIMES.

MY THIRD INSPIRATION. JING HONG MA'AM. ONE WHO HAS PATIENCE.

BRANDON SIR:)

SABRINA AND KENNETH:)

JACKSON AND SABRINA:)

SABRINA AND ME:)

CHANEL AND ME:)

MY BUNKMATE SAMSON AND ME:)

EUGENE AND ME:)

JIAN WEI AND ME:)

MY BUDDY/AWESOME AND GO FRIEND:)))

HE WENT THROUGH THICK AND THIN WITH ME TOGETHER:)

PC AND CC:)

OC AND HIS CIs:)

ALPHA:)

MY MUM AND I:)

MY AUNT AND I

MY MUM AND AUNT DONNING THE RANK:)

MERRY CHRISTMAS:)))

2010-12-25T22:24:00.001+08:00

AND HAPPY NEW YEAR:)

6 DAYS TO NEW YEAR AND

12 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY:)

TIME OF MY LIFE:)

2010-12-25T22:17:00.001+08:00

Boy: Now I've had the time of my life

No I never felt like this before

Yes I swear it's the truth

and I owe it all to you

Girl: 'Cause I've had the time of my life

and I owe it all to you

Boy: I've been waiting for so long

Now I've finally found someone

To stand by me

Girl: We saw the writing on the wall

As we felt this magical fantasy

Both: Now with passion in our eyes

There's no way we could disguise it secretly

So we take each other's hand

'Cause we seem to understand the urgency

Boy: just remember

Girl: You're the one thing

Boy: I can't get enough of

Girl: So I'll tell you something

Both:This could be love because

(CHORUS)

Both: I've had the time of my life

No I never felt this way before

Yes I swear it's the truth

And I owe it all to you

'Cause I've had the time of my life

And I've searched through every open door

'Til I found the truth

And I owe it all to you

Girl: With my body and soul

I want you more than you'll ever know

Boy: So we'll just let it go

Don't be afraid to lose control

Girl: Yes I know whats on your mind

When you say:

"Stay with me tonight."

Boy: Just remember

You're the one thing

Girl: I can't get enough of

Boy: So I'll tell you something

Both: This could be love because

(CHORUS)

Both: 'Cause I had the time of my life

No I've never felt this way before

Yes I swear it's the truth

And I owe it all to you

'Cause I've had the time of my life

And I've searched through every open door

Till I found the truth

and I owe it all to you

Boy: Now I've had the time of my life

No I never felt this way before

(Girl: Never Felt this way)

Boy: Yes I swear it's the truth

and I owe it all to you

Both: 'Cause I had the time of my life

And I've searched through every open door

Till I've found the truth

and I owe it all to you

Both: "cause I've had the time of my life

No I've never felt this way before

Yes I swear it's the truth

And I owe it all to you

I THINK I WANT TO MARRY YOU:)

2010-12-05T23:48:00.003+08:00

It’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,

No one will know,

Come on girl.

Who cares if we’re trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,

Shots of patron,

And it’s on girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;

And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.

If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

I’ll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,

So whatcha wanna do?

Let’s just run girl.

If we wake up and you wanna break up that’s cool.

No, I won’t blame you;

It was fun girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;

And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.

If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,

Tell me right now baby,

Tell me right now baby. x2

Cause it’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

HEY SOUL SISTER!

2010-12-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

Hey, hey, hey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains

I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind

Your sweet moon beam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream

I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!

Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

Hey, hey,hey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me

You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny

I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest

I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!

Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

The way you can cut a rug, watching you's the only drug I need

You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of

You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be

I want the world to see you be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!

Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do tonight,

Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

Hey, hey,hey

Tonight

2010-12-05T21:56:00.003+08:00

HOW I WISH I CAN BLOG ABOUT HOW MUCH I MISS YOU TOO. BUT APPARENTLY I CANT:(

HOW I WISH I CAN EXPRESS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU TOO. BUT APPARENTLY I CANT:(

IMYVM!!!

MY AWESOME WIFE:):):)

2010-12-05T21:23:00.003+08:00

OMG! IT HAS BEEN 8 DAYS SINCE I LAST SAW MY WIFE!!! AND I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT LIFE HAS BEEN DULL AND BORING WITHOUT HER! MISS HER STUPIDITY AND ALL THE NONSENSE SHE SAYS AND DOES! LIKE SERIOUS! AND I CAN BELIEF THAT I AM GOING TO MISS HER FOR MORE DAYS LA! SHE IS GOING TO BE AWAY WILL THE 15TH AND I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE THERE TILL THEN! THESE ARE JUST FEW DAYS. WHEN I WAS AWAY, I WOULD THINK OF ALL THE STUPID THINGS SHE WOULD SAY AND DID AND I WOULD LAUGH TO MYSELF! I GUESS I REALLY MISS HER ALOT! APPARENTLY SHE IS ONE, NO!!! IN FACT SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND,BUDDY,WIFE I HAVE EVER HAD AND I TREASURE THIS RELATIONSHIP.

This was during lesson!

This was during Art lesson! And it was taken after we got scolded from Mr Dass! And i blame vondra!

Her ugly/stupid/retarded face!

AND HER BEAUTIFUL NATURAL SMILE:))))

LAST POST BEFORE MY TRIP

2010-11-28T01:19:00.003+08:00

LIKE THE HEADING SUGGESTS! YUPP. SIAN. MY TRIP IS GOING TO BE TMR AND IM GOING TO MISS LOTS OF PEOPLE AND THINGS. MY FLIGHT WILL BE A 11 IN THE MORNING AND IM SUPPOSE TO BE AT THE AIRPORT AT 8.30. 35 MORE HOURS BEFORE THE JOURNEY BEGINS A TOUGH, TIRING AND CHALLENGING ONE!

PEOPLE/THINGS I'M GOING TO MISS!

2010-11-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

MY MUM!!!
SOMEONE:)))
MY NEPHEW AND THE SILLY THINGS HE DOES!
MY BELOVED WIFE: VONDRA TAY SHI RUI AND HER STUPIDITY WHICH NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH!
JIAN WEI, HIDAYAH, FIZAH AND THE REST
MY MUM'S COOKING!
MY BED!
MY LAPTOP!
FACEBOOK?
GOING OUT!
TALKING TO MY FRIENDS!
SPENDING TIME WITH THEM AND DOING NONSENSE
GOOD FOOD!
MY HOUSE
MY HEATER!
MY TV/ TV SHOWS
CHOCOLATES IN THE FRIDGE!
AND MANY MORE I GUESS. THE LIST GOES ON AND ON AND ON!

THANK GOD, I CAN USE MY PHONE:)

HAHAHA:)

2010-11-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

USS and BUGIS:))))

JUST A DREAM!

2010-11-27T00:49:00.002+08:00

How we wish the things we dream about come true. Apparently they don't and that's the sad thing! Hmm, this is like the 4th time im dreaming about it. Oh dream! Please come true:))))

I was thinking about her

Thinking bout me

Thinkin bout us (us)

What we gunna be?

Open my eyes, (Yeah)

it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (uh)

down that road (road)

Will she come back? (Uh)

No one knows

I realize (Yeah)

It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement

Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement

I swear now I can't take it

Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think

I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring

Cuz I can still feel it in the air

See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife

She left me, Im tied.

Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her

Thinking bout me

Thinkin bout us (us)

What we gunna be?

Open my eyes, (Yeah)

it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (Uh)

Down that road (Yeah)

Will she come back? (back)

No one knows

I realize (Yeah)

It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin

man I swear I see your face at every turn

trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn

And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for

No more will I be missing, will I learn?

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/just-a-dream-lyrics-nelly.html ]

Didn't give her all my love

I guess now I got my payback

Now im in the club thinking all about my baby

HEY, she was so easy to love

But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough

I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone

Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone

But she made a decision that she wanted to move on

Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her

Thinking bout me

Thinkin bout us (us)

What we gunna be?

Open my eyes, (Yeah)

it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (Uh)

Down that road (road)

Will she come back? (back)

No one knows

I realize (Yeah)

It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up

Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything

I was thinking about her

Thinking bout me

Thinkin bout us (us)

What we gunna be?

Open my eyes, (Yeah)

it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (Uh)

Down that road (road)

Will she come back? (back)

No one knows

I realize (Yeah)

It was only just a dream...

2010-11-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

TRUE LOVE WAITS...

... THEREFORE I'M STILL WAITING!

2010-11-26T01:04:00.002+08:00

I really miss that 2 and a 1/2 hrs I spent with you talking on the phone!

GRENADE!

2010-11-23T12:33:00.003+08:00

Easy come, easy go,
That's just how you live, oh,
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give.
Should've known you was trouble
From the first kiss,
Had your eyes wide open.
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause
What you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

No, no no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb,
Tell the devil I said "hey" when you get back to where you're from.
Mad woman, bad woman, that's just what you are,
Yeah, you'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did.

To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause
What you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

If my body was on fire,
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames.
You said you loved me, you're a liar, 'cause you never, ever, EVER did, baby!
But, darling

I'd still catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you'd never do the same
Ohh, no no no

2010-11-23T00:46:00.001+08:00

2010-11-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

A GIRL may have many crushes.

But only one can have her HEART.

WAITING FOR THE END!

2010-11-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

This is not the end

This is not the beginning,

Just a voice like a riot

Rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone

And the violent rhythm

Though the words sound steady

Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!

With fists flying up in the air

Like we're holding onto something

That's invisible there,

'Cause we're living at the mercy of

The pain and the fear

Until we dead it, Forget it,

Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come

Wishing I had strength to stand

This is not what I had planned

It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light

Thoughts were spinning in my head

So many things were left unsaid

It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,

All I wanna do

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room

Trying to forget the past

This was never meant to last,

I wish it wasn't so...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,

All I wanna do

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong

All caught up in the eye of the storm

And trying to figure out what it's like moving on

And i don't even know what kind of things I've said

My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?

The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end

This is not the beginning,

Just a voice like a riot

Rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone

And the violet rhythm

Though the words sound steady

Something empty's within 'em

(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!

With fists flying up in the air

Like we're holding onto something

That's invisible there,

'Cause we're living at the mercy of

The pain and the fear

Until we dead it, Forget it,

Let it all disappear

(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

MY AWESOME WIFE:):):)

2010-11-22T23:14:00.001+08:00

THIS IS HER NATURAL SMILE PEOPLE!

MY AWESOME FRIENDS:)

2010-11-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

EVERY FRIEND IS A NEW DOOR TO A DIFFERENT WORLD

2010-11-22T19:37:00.002+08:00

3 days has passed few more to go! Hmm. Over these few days i rarely use my phone. I feel extremely bored. So today, i decided to start learning guitar on my own. It was a TOTAL EPIC FAIL! HAHAHA! All sorts of weird sounds was produced! ANDD, tmr is going to be a long and tiring day, which im not looking forward to at all.

2010-11-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!

2010-11-22T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Finally i have the time to update my blog and change the skin. Os are over, holidays are here. Well this isn't going to a FUN holiday! Going to be occupied with Activities and my 'INDIA TRIP'. Totally not looking forward to it.

PHRASES

2010-06-25T14:08:00.002+08:00

ONLY THOSE WHO RISK GOING TOO FAR CAN POSSIBLY FIND OUT HOW FAR ONE CAN GO!

DO NOT DWELL IN THE PAST.
DO NOT DREAM OF THE FUTURE.
JUST CONCENRATE OUR MINDS ON THE PRESENT MOMENT.

WHAT LIES BEFORE US AND WHAT LIES BEHIND US ARE NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT LIES BETWEEN US!

ANNOYED

2010-06-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

I seriously hate it when there is so many things happening at once! it really gets very annoying! JUNE holidays was a holiday at all. Just too many things. yet i still have many more things that are not done!

Firstly: Mum when for bypass!
Second: Commendation day rehearsals.
Third: HMWKSSSS!!!!
Fourth: DPA!!!

This is all so annoying! And What do the teachers really think? they just spam us with all the HMWKS they dont care abt other subject. the only care abt their subjects. once again the students suffer. WHY? coz we cant complete all the homeworks. On top of that. ART!!!

I REALLY NEED A BREAK MAN!

MISTAKES WE MAKE!!!!

2010-02-24T18:44:00.000+08:00

ARHHHHHHH.... FUCK! sometimes we make careless mistake which will make a big difference. Some how you wish you can go back in time to rectify it. But when you know you can, you will feel so guilty about it. Worst still when it affects others tooo... I know nothing is going to make a difference now. So we shall all wait for the results together. Im really SORRY peeps.

TO YOU!

2009-12-08T20:24:00.002+08:00

seiously, i hope you are reading this.. i dont know why but everytime i want to let go of it, i cant. smth is stopping me. i think its the time we spent last time.. hmm. you have all the time to spend with the rest of your friends but not us??? how long has it been since we really talked? how long has it been since we meet. other then prom and bintan trip? you when everywhere with them.. but not even to one place with us! are we just ppl who passed your life? do we really mean anything to you? well you do to me... thats why im still holding on. come onn... i dont want it to end like this... i know you are going to be busy but if you can st time for them why not us? if you really dont care. then let us know... we will not dwell over this and make you fell guity or bad... yeahh... we have lots to talk. well it depends when you are free?

STAY OVER AT VONDRA'S HOUSE:)))))))

2009-10-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

OMG. it was just crazy for the first day. had lots of fun stuff to do. and we watch many moviesss... hahahah the other time too, we watched movie... we also ordered food at night. hmmm at about 1 plus. but things started to turn a little nasty as the day past. erhhhhh... everyone started to feel bored and the moodwasnt just there. everyone had mood swings... i felt like shitting onto their faces... hehe. *** and vondra's neighbour we just going out of handss.

On the 3rd day, we all had a bad morning. a continuation from the bad night. to hip ourselves up, we did smth that hurt some really bad... now i dont wanna blame anyone. i just thing what i did was wrong in a way. coz for my own entertainment sake i got sm one else into a deep shit... vondra im sorry. you said it didnt affect you much. but i know it did. you are just strong. hmmm this is wat we did that: we teased yu ping so badly that she cried... ok but she was a little patty too.. i errrr know... and des made things worst by giving that phone call.. shit you des....

vondra: im sry for the trouble, like seriously. i think i went overboard la... i know. and i did apologise for what i did. hmm...

CK: if you are reading this. im sry. coz i think i was some how the reason to how you and vondra are like this. im sry. and personally i have no gradges towards you...

2009-10-22T22:32:00.001+08:00

FEELING VERY PISSED OFF AND FUCKED UP MAN. THINGS ARE GOING SO WRONG. HMMMM..... ARHHHHH

Friendship

2009-07-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

It's the times we're so crazy,that people think we're high.It's the times we laugh so hard,we can't help but cry.It's all the inside jokesand "remember whens".those are all the reasons that we're best friends!
There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.
I think all this is going to change soon.

Takeing a step back

2009-07-08T21:42:00.003+08:00

Im getting sick and tired of all this nonsense!!! Not any better then a fool. At times i dont know why im very dumb. i think its time i change for myself and not for others. and i m not going to care about whatever thats going to happen. i think im prepared to loss you man. i dont want to be hurt again so im going to back off from you. so dont be surprised.

CAMWHORE DURING ART LESSONS:P

2009-06-19T12:57:00.004+08:00

This is Mr Dass's cute little adorable boy:)) Mr Dass brought his son for art lesson. He is crazy about cameras... when every he see one, he will run to it!!

Esther is pregnant!!! and i can feel the baby moving... lol

look and hidayah's stupit face... hahahah forever. used to it..

Hidayah, Esther and I, haha we used comics. lol we were having our lunch break and hidayah came over to the art room. ok then Macbook software is really cool:)) thx to my aunt.

Taken during art lessons:P. This was taken ytd. sadly hidayah cant make it..

D & T workshop was closed and she had niece flu.. hahah. will be uploading more photos soon.

Sadly other cant make it... haisss... hmmm maybe another time.

BEST FRIEND???

2009-06-18T16:25:00.003+08:00

I wonder what BEST friends really mean? hmmm different people have different views about it. BTW the word "Best Friend" is really a strong word to use. so think before using it. if you are reading it. then its good and its time you start thinking. if you really wanna know what that means ask someone who is of that standard! people like Kun kit, esther and hidayah! i m really sorry but i think its time you know. if i m not wrong, i rmb me telling you that i dont wanna lose you again but now after second thoughts. i think i will and i m prepared. coz i dont wanna go through it again. and thats one of the reasons why i dont wanna study with you and your friends anymore. i can feel the wall that is slowly building up. i m happy for you but i dont want our friend ship to be affected by this:)

RESPONSIBILITY

2009-06-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

I THINK I'M REALLY PUSHING MYSELF TO MUCH. I HAVE TO KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN! BUT THE PROBLEM IS THAT: I M NOT GIVEN MUCH CHOICES AND IMFACT NOT AT ALL. WELL I HAVE TO KNOW MY PRIORITY!

WISH: FOR THE PENDAMIC LEVEL TO INCREASE SO THAT WE CAN HAVE OUR 6 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY!
P.S: OK I KNOW THTAS WEIRD BUT I DON'T REALLY CARE RIGHT NOW! YEAH! SO YAR!

KARTHIK

REVAMP!

2009-06-10T22:37:00.001+08:00

FINALLY!
I WILL BE DOING SOMETHING TO THIS BLOG SOON! I HAVE TO. HAHA BUT THATS ALL FOR NOW:)))

KARTHIK

ALL IN ONE!

2008-12-13T15:33:00.000+08:00

Ok, Its a long time since i updated my blog. got to many commitments
Australia trip! Student Leader Camp! NPCC! and Meeting! tons of them!!!
I will touch a little of what i can!

AUSTRALIA WAS AMAZING! Meet fun people and saw many things was reali a worthwhile trip! and very cheap!!! i paid only $45.20 considering the the fact that others paid like up to $1117.43. Hahaha. bought back many things for everyone at the same time forgot to buy for some of my friends and family members. i m reali sry!

STUDENT LEADER CAMP!... this year it was a little different less fun and more learning, i think i learnt alot of values from it. and guess wat i m doing what i actually did for this year's orientation camp. ahah at least i have and an experience! and now that i know what happen this year, next year will be a blast! hahah

NPCC! as usual, meeting and meeting and meeting for recruitment! but the best part is that we are having our squad chalet at sentosa next week and it cost up to $1000. ++ and Mr. Chan is our sponsor! cool. i m looking forward to it more then anything! cant wait!!! arhhhh

The Eagle soars in the summit of Heaven,
The Hunter with his dogs pursues his circuit.
o perpetual revolution of configured stars,
o perpetual recurrence of determined seasons,
o world of spring and autumn, birth and dying,
The endless cycle of idea and action,
Endless invention, endless experiment,
Brings knowledge of motion, but not of stillness;
Knowledge of speech, but not of silence;
Knowledge of words, and ignorance of the Word.
All our knowledge brings us nearer to our ignorance,
All our ignorance brings us nearer to death,
But nearness to death no nearer to GOD.
Where is the Life we have lost in living?
Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge?
Where is the knowledge we have lost in information?
The cycles of Heaven in twenty centuries,
Bring us farther from GOD and nearer to the Dust.

will be blogging next week i guess. when i have time or maybe after the chalet...gtg bb

illustrated by:
karthik

ANNUAL CAMP 2008/CAMPFIRE NIGHT 2008

2008-10-27T12:09:00.000+08:00

ANNUAL CAMP SOMETHING THAT I WILL NOT FORGET. left a great inpact and memory on me which i will not forget. A sence of achievement.
the planning stage was stressful, and was not very good. many things was happening at once. no proper sleep, 8 days of comsecutive NP activities. when through moments where we broke down. i m reali sry zoe..through this many things changed interms of Character, attitude and their persectivetoo.

"IMPACTING LIVES, CHANGING LIVES" (quoted from Eugene's blog)
It was statisfying. If given a chance, i would want to do it again. But question is, "Can I?"
Lessons that we learnt through the camp:
Prioritizing. Doing important things first.
Communication
Changing lives.
Give and take
Debrief:D.
with this A successful annual camp has been acheived:D

i would like to apologize to fizah and my campfire comm.... the campfire night was kind of spoilt because of lack of communication and planning.i would also like to thank rui bao sir, lian kiat and eugene sirs, mr chan, mr logan and ms lai who was there to advice and cansole me. thanks once again. and i would like to apologize to my FAMILY, was not able to spent time with them! and of course my mum who was there to give me the best meal that i need. most important of all my medications when i was not feeling well when i was having my chest pain and headache. i guess to me the experience was frm planning stage to execution. and im really thankful esp to zoe, fizah, eugene, lian kiat sir and ruibao sir.i think it was one week aft exams when somehow zoe and i got close to each other. it's nice because we faced similar problems and we perservere till the end. proposals were being rejected and not much time to complete yet presure from higher ups. there was once when both of us were too stressed abt our own problems bt we still encouraged each other. ruibao sir explained to eugene and i why we hve to do all these. hes talk has definetly made our efforts feel worth it. :D

but frankly speaking, he taught me alot of stuffs through the hardway. he taught me how to do the suicide window properly and after which i overcome my phobia apon it haha! he made me commit suicide TWO times on the second day. this is the first time that i was able to do all the 4 rope obstacles compared to the pass to years. still i am grateful to him for giving me solutions and putting me to test for every activity w his "equal or more" theory or "champion treatment"and now with the latest version "platinum".

ac 2008 has changed a lot of people. i would like to apologize to lian kiat sir for giving him lots of trouble and fighting with him but now i realised that wat ever he did was for our good...thx for giving me the kinder beuno.. sry sir and hope u will forgive me. not forgeting hidayah and eugene. and of course kun kit and mibng loon who kept me laughing thx guys and also not forgeting the rest of my squadmates. thx alot guys u have changed my life in 3 days will always rmb the night were u guys were willing to get punnish as a squad and the most important person who has always been there for me my most beloved best friend FIZAH. thx alot man i reali own u one just the both of us... we should go out one day... thx... u have always been there for me in time of good and bad i will never forget u... once again thx... and i m sry to ppl whom i offended during the camp be it campers, NCOs or sirs.

NCO squad 2008/09 have won the war, has the victory, and we are the best NCOs squad.

ANNUAL CAMP 2008

2008-10-21T09:54:00.000+08:00

pls mind my tone and language used here.

left with 2 more days AC and there is this idiot who is not trying to flop this camp in 1 way or another. he is being a fucker. sry that i had to use it on him. and yes he is no other than SLK. i hope you are reading it. so that u know the mistakes that u r committing. talk abt tone, u think u have a very good tone toward talking to ppl is it? pls mind the way u talk to Ur OC and your cadet. they are human. and the reason to why i don't give u the respect is because u don deserve it. as simple as ABC. WATS so wrong in asking you to "can accept"? if you find a problem with that u r just petti. u think u have a very good tone is it? i don talk to the female TOs, only to Mr. Chan and Mr. Logan. but they don mind so why u care so much? u said "not my taichi" is that the ways to reply to Ur OC. u even claim that u didn't say it. hello ppl heard it OK. and Zoe didnt even say anything. why u got no balls to admit is it? scared lose face to your cadets huh??
everyone pls rmb this, he said:
"my sch more important than NPCC". then why on the earth do u care so much abt NPCC and AC. fuck off. fucking hell fuck off.
hey pls get this into your head:
you SLK, you are not a threat to us OK...

hey guys this is not all pls stay turn to fing out more!!! will have lots to share with you ppl.

illustrated by:
karthik

He's here.

2008-10-02T06:03:00.000+08:00

yup. my nephew is here. he took his first step on earth on the 28 September 2008 at about 12 noon. i m very excited to carry him... on the first day when he came out of the delivery suite, he looked like a Chinese baby... my family doubted it was him.. after the mid-wife told us then we knew it was our family baby.. i took pictures of him on the first day and second day. and there is a difference in him.. try finding it..

first day:

second day:

haha.. i guess u cant find the difference.. let me tell u its actually the hair.. not really..

ok got to go now. will blog when there is time whcih is most likely after exams i guess... c ya.

illustrated by:
karthik

Relationship

2008-09-26T06:51:00.000+08:00

relationship be it friend, girl, boy best friends or whatever always comes to a stupid, dramatic or sad ending. now i m in a situation whereby i witness all three. but more of dramatic and stupid.
i m really sick and tired of this stupid issue which has been dragging on for like 3 months... maybe it easy for me to say, true... but jus to think of it its better ending...

now best friends... i don believe in having best friends coz u r just making the rest of u friends useless. wat if u and ur best friend quarrel. the next thing u will do is to find ur friends.. get wat i m trying to say?? it common for girls to have but not for boys (no offence). its so #%!&$^. why cant everyone be treated the same but must the be a hierarchy within friends?? pls start thinking. soon u will be biased towards ur best friend of course. i rather have 10 friends then to have 1 best friend. wat is so good about the best infront of the friend??? and this is wat is happening now..

FYI its childish.
if u knw i m taking about u pls do smth!! thx.

illustrated by:
karthik